Showing posts with label sad. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sad. Show all posts

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Dissolving



Annndddd..... Another piece of art! Woo!

This one's Zexion, free to use as a Facebook banner or whatever. :P

I really like everything about it, his expression, the swirly bits... and his hair. Very, very cool hair. :D

Friday, April 27, 2012

Vortex


Just another little thing in class. I'm feeling down today. >_>

I don't really know what to say about this. It's just... freaky.

Meh. I wanna go crawl into a hole right now.

But I have a friend coming over tonight. I hope I feel better by then.

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Outlast


I know, I cut out a lot of other stuff from the original sketch... I just felt like I'd end up messing all of that anatomy up or just get lazy with it.

I'm not nuts over AkuRoku, although I feel like it is possible. I'm not gonna go out and debate with you about it or something. I just feel like they could either be best friends or they could be a couple. Either way, they hold a special love for each other, and that's something I will debate you over. Best friends hold love for each other, and I feel like Axel had bits of his own heart. It was before they even got to be as attached at they were at the end of days that he was chuckling at The Castle That Never Was. Isn't that proof enough?

ARRGH!~ SPOILERS BE AHEAD!

This is supposed to be kind of symbolic of the love they shared. If you'll look back at the original sketch, the others weren't anywhere near each other, and were strewn about. These two are in their own pit, close together (almost touching, but not quite), specifically laid down together, and have flowers growing about them. They seem serene. The only other serene death from the sketch was Xion... But she didn't have the connection like Roxas and Axel had. They were a trio, yes, but she was a third wheel... especially because everyone forgot who she was when she died.

ARRRRGH!~ SPOILERS OVER!

But, what I like about this is the texture of the grass. I think it came out very rich in color and has a soft appearance. I also like their expressions and the shading on their faces. They seem at peace with each other. Axel is almost smiling. I like the color of their skin. I came out rather true to the games, I think.

What I don't like is their hair. Roxas' came out all wonky, and Axel's hair is a bit too long for my taste. I don't like Axel's right foot. You know what? I don't like their leg anatomy whatsoever. It sucked and I didn't feel like fixing it.

I'm indifferent about the flowers. I'm not the best at flowers, I accept that. They were okayish for what I can do.

Monday, April 9, 2012

Sigh



Made this in my computer technology class... I was bored. xD

This is kind of how I'm feeling right now... meh.

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Si Deus Me Relinquit




This piece didn't turn out as wonderful as I thought it would, but I enjoy it anyway because of the emotional impact it had on me. The title is the title of a song from the Black Butler soundtrack. The two up there are Alois (the blond) and Claude (the one with glasses). I was inspired to make this after some stuff was revealed about Alois and Claude's relationship.

What basically happened to Alois was, as a kid, his little brother was killed, he was kidnapped, and he turned into a sex slave for some grodey old man and then ended up killing him with the help of Claude, who is a demon butler. Alois, scarred from the sex slavery, and seeing his savior, falls helplessly in love with Claude, who says something along the lines of, "Isn't that pathetic, a high earl falling in love with the lowly butler."

Just thinking about it makes me wanna bawl. Alois is the Snape of Black Butler, because at first you hate him because you think he's annoying, and then you learn all of his backstory and see the terrible things and you just... God. Q___Q

At one point in the song, the singer screams out in Engli9sh (instead of Latin) what I heard as "Do you love me now?!" That just struck me as something fitting Alois... after all the crap he did, he was just trying to get Claude to love him back.

But guess what? (arr, spoilers, beware maties)

Claude just freaking stabs him instead saying he's pathetic for falling in love with a butler. Q___Q That was when I decided it was a definite time to start plotting Claude's death. >:3